Circumstances!!!!!

Morningstar something wonderful happened to me few day ago. When it was over, I wasn’t afraid any longer about what God might require of me. Instead, I became fearful of what I might miss out on if I wasn’t willing to obey God in whatever He asked. I switched (I believe through a merciful gift from God), from fearing God’s required obedience to fearing my lack of obedience. I don’t know if it is possible describe the impact that has made on my relationship with God.Just recently God has reminded me of His goodness in a way that surprised me. In the last few weeks I have struggled through a particular circumstance. The specifics are not as important as what I am learning. I felt as if I was on a forced journey; on a path which I did not choose and which I did not want to take. That path lead me to a point of profound sorrow; almost a grieving (including tears, etc). At one point, I prayed for God to rescue me. Almost immediately, I felt an answer. God was lovingly allowing me to feel His sorrow in what is a very sorrowful situation. I understood He is much more mournful about this problem than I am. In His goodness, He allowed me to feel a little bit of what He feels. I sensed His goodness, a gift from Him, even though I was deeply sad. How extraordinary. I pray that all of us will continue to discover more deeply how wonderfully good God is, in all circumstances.........Jason Wilson